lalalala~ its 1 year 2 months time~ x)

2day its our 1 year 2 months anniversary~ ;D
although its hard,although we've been through alot but
we stayed with each other,trust each other and believed
in each other.I've never been regret being with her
even though i might b hurt sometimes cause i believe
in her~life has ups and downs too..Real life is not like
a fairy tail.so perfect and wonderful.in the real world,
everywhere we go,we'll meet something that always disturbs
us.Thats why we should stand up when we fall and not giving
up on anything halfway.Its the life~ Everyone makes mistakes
as no one is perfect.This world is never perfect.Its just
our imagination that they're perfect.This is the REAL WORLD
ppl~ wake up~ x)

Boring holidays

So the first week of holiday is over.
Many things happened but the onli word to describe the holiday is still "boring".
There's still plenty of work im not done and its already the second week of the holiday.Wow.Time passes really fast.Dont u think so?Many stupid things happened too.
To my friends,family and even my lover.I think everyone hav their own problems rite?
Well juz hope everyone will get over with their problems.I dont know if i have any plans for my holiday but i guess there is none.Thr's nth to talk about my holiday.=3=
BOREDDD..

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The test is finally over~ =D
In juz 4 days..The teachers are crazy..Bt i dun mind cause i dont even study.
Its the same for me.Before exam or during exams.i juz hated books so much since i was a kid bt my parents are always forcing me to study as if studying is gonna bring me money.They said that if i study,i'll b smarter.I think they got it wrong.If i hav absolutely no interest in the things that they force me,i can b sure i cant do it.Its just a waste of time.I'd rather learn the things i wanted and not b a doll that do what they says.Its not true that our parents are always right.We are humans,we too have our own opinion.End of story. xD

I'll never let you go.

Babe,i love you.Believe me.Im not lying.Are you sure you wanna be with me forever?Cause I'll never let you go no matter what happens.Even if you wanna leave.I'll make you stay.Once you turn in to me,you'll never get away.So be prepared.=P
I never said "I love you" to you properly before right?Then i'll say it here,rite now.I LOVE YOU WAI SEN!

Books.. =(

Well,if you said that you wont end it then lets not let it end.I believe everything will be fine.Just hope that YOU are safe after what happened.I dont know why im kinda moody recently.All of a sudden,my mood will turn bad.Bt I'll try to cover it up by smiling n laughing.I got some of my test papers today but the results i received are the worst in my entire life.I didnt get that "high" marks in all those subjects before.Guess i should've listen to teachers in class while they are teaching. XD
Before holiday.I told myself to study.Bt,when holidays are over,i realized i didnt even touch a single book during the holidays.(I've wasted some time,again)
I wasnt satisfied with the results i get.So now I'll probably wont go online often.Even if I go online,I might be away from the computer.Ahhh...books.I hate them.They makes my life easier by giving me knowledge bt also made my life worst by making every single thing sooooooooooooooooooo complicated.

Friends?

What is a friend? Someone who is suppose to help you every single time when you're in trouble?If they are suppose to help you everytime,doesn't it make them ur "slaves"?
Some people think of their friends as their slave as if they are the king or something.But they're not.Just some idiots thinking highly of themselves.Some of them even betrays you.Most of them love to pretend.They pretends to be someone's best friend,then talks bad at their back.Some even gets close to you just because they wanted somethings from you like you are some kind of object to them.In this society,there's many kind of people.There are people even scarier than talking behind your back.They can mess up your life without any problems.To me,friends are people who gave us a smile on our face by making us happy without any problems at all.But there was once my mum told me that our best friend can also be our worst enemy as they already know almost everything about us.

What to do?

it was great.Finding someone that is worth loving.Bt just when we realized it.Its going away,further away.Being with you brings me joy,makes me sad,makes me happy,makes me feel so..alive.Heh..Bt now..something unfortunate happened.I have absolutely no idea what to do and what will happen.Will it be the end?I wonder. ^^
I just hope its not.Cause i dont want it to end like this.

Time

Time,is everyone's enemy.Once it goes,its never gonna come back.It couldn't be turn back.May it be good or bad.What we have gone through are all experience that we must live with.There is no such thing as "now" because when we said "now",another second went away and never came back.What we have,what we earned.Can never be changed by itself.Unless we keep the time going,have faith and patience.Time can kill or save a person.It can even destroy a person.So think,before doing anything,with no regrets.

Loved. Found my lost heart.

I juz love the feeling of being loved.At least,not so lonely anymore.
Its been a long time now.Tat my heart was lost at an unknown place.
Dont know where to go,dont know where to be at.Lost in a maze full of questions.
But now I've found my heart that belongs to me.Right here by my side.Out of the annoying maze that had been my container.A savior finally came n get me out from there.
I just love her.Her smiling face that is.But i have no idea what else is playing in her mind.But i hope they are all plans.Plans of the better future but not the worst like my last.Was waiting for a long time for her now.Finally.Finally she's now next to me. =)

Juz some boring crap.

Wad is life?Why some ppl are enjoying themselves bt some are struggling to live?Most of the ppl i know are following this cycle "start to study like a psycho when they're born.After they're old enuf to work,they stop studying then started to work like a mad man." is this called a life?sometimes,we even see things we dont even wanna c.Even if its juz some memories,some are included as nightmares.Another question.Wad is love?I think i've forgotten wad its meant.My heart would b numb at least once every single day.Guess im too soft?Or do u guys prefer me to b heartless?I once tot of bcoming heartless bt something or shud i say sum1 is holding me bac.. =)