What to do?

I hav no idea wad's wrong wif me lately..im feeling
so frustrated..i juz wish i could juz disappear from this world.
sometimes i hav a feelin that no1 cares.bt in truth,every1 cares.
bt i hav no idea why im feelin like this..why?
can any1 tell me why?2day i shud b happy.bt when i reached home.
i turn into the emo person i used to be.i dont wanna b an emo!
tell me wad should i do to forget that person hu played wif my
feelings??im fucked up rite now..well..im nt sure of myself anymore.
i juz wanted to b normal.i want my life bac!god..is wanting my life
bac a bad request?i dont wanna know ppl hu are nt real friends.
i dont wanna know any of those fuckers..im tired..reli tired..
wad do u ppl want?information?information abt other ppl hu are close
to me?fuck off n go ask them urself!i dun wanna know anymore..
any1 here know how im feelin now?i dunno why im suddenly so angry..
i dont want those memories that are suppose to b ours!can any1 help
me to throw every single memory she left in the rubbish bin?cause they
are nth bt lies..hmm..guess its enuf..im gonna chill now..ciao..

模糊的眼睛

也许这是命运。我们永远都不能够在一起。
我们彼此答应过要一直在对方的身边，永不离开。
可是，你做到吗？还不是离开了。
告诉我为什么。你欺骗了我，伤了我那么深。
我还是原谅了你。最好的解释都是"我最爱的还是你".
“永远”一直都只是个谎言。
也许我已忘了.
也许我不想要了.
也许我好烦.
也许你已经深深地刻在我心里了.
就算我看错了人.
我也不后悔爱上了你.你带着我,认识了爱,认识了感觉.
这几天不知不觉地想起了你.我也不知道为什么.
也许我忘不了吧?也罢.我现在也不管了.
我答应过我不再流泪,所以我不会再哭.
就当作我刚从梦里逃了出来.现在轻声地说.再见.