sometimes promises n words juz aint enuf..

Never make promises you cant keep.Dont hurt ppl hu are innocent n blieves so much in you.Cause you dont hav the rights to hurt them.Cause you're juz a jerk hu cant even keep your promise after u made it.Promises o promises..Why cant you just get out from human's life?You juz exist all around then hurting people hu doesnt even deserve to b hurt n helping those jerks hu doesnt keep promises..Why?Why do u exist?It doesnt matter anymore actually cause u r outta my life once n for all until i found a promise tat is kept.Im still searching for it..Still searching.. >.O
trust me..I'll find it sumday..n to some certain people,watchout please cause wad goes around comes around.hope you're prepared to recieved wad u've done.

meaningful words.

a flower bloomed again after some hard time.i guess tat's wad happen to everyone in this world..love,hurt then hate..haha..wad a great world we have..here's a joke i heard in my mum's car while heading bac home from sumwhr~

'thr's a father and a son.The father brought his son into a cave to relax n look around inside it.The lil kid suddenly fell down n cried..He was crying then he shouted.Suddenly,thr's echo shouting bac at him.He's juz a lil kid so he didnt know it is the echo.The boy was thinking "im already hurt,why are you shouting at me?". Then he asked "Who are you?Why are you shouting at me?".Then,the echo replied the same thing.The boy bcame angry n scolded the echo "You're stupid!" and yet,again the echo scolded him.He got very angry n tell his dad that thr's sum1 scolding him.His dad then replied him "My boy,why dont you say "you're beautiful".Say it loudly".The boy then followed his dad's instruction n shouted "youre beautiful" then the echo said the same thing.The boy got reli happy and shouted "you hav a kind heart!".Then again,the echo replied the same thing.The boy felt reli curious and ask his dad why that happened.His dad then replied "In this world,everything will go around.Whatever you throw,you'll get it back sooner or later.What goes around,comes around."

She said she's mine

Another day passed,another news is here.In juz a few days,she said she's mine.With a smile and a gentle look,i accepted.Another cute one indeed.She said she'll prove to me that she loves me more than the previous do.Im still waiting for her action to begin.Another "forever and always".With her presence,i felt i am in the past,trusting all over again.I wouldn't call it falling in love but i guess it takes time.I thought i wont ever accept a girl anymore because of some serious injury at the heart bt i guess i was wrong.We wont realize it when we accepted someone.When we already realize it,they already greatly influence our life.


p.s - a short update. hope waiwai dun mind.. ^^

A Story That Is Said To Be Past

A story began at the date of 14-2,valentines day..On this very day,a guy met a girl.They were total strangers.But the weird thing is,the boy met this girl in her house.After this very day,the boy kept quiet n didnt even talk to the girl.The girl then automatically talks to the boy.The girl n the boy slowly became friends.The girl always talks about his complicated life n love life with the boy so that the boy have to giv some opinion or some advice.The boy always helped her when she needed help bcause the boy pitied the girl for being so helpless.After some time,the boy went to the girl's house again for a visit.The girl then kiss the boy's cheek without even the boy knowing.The boy then turns around and see what is the girl doing,n he found that the girl is kissing him.He didnt cared n turned around.After some time,the girl then confessed to the boy saying she will talk to her current boyfriend that she wants to break up with him.The boy didnt really accepted her as his first girlfriend.He just pitied her for being so lonely.So the boy gave her a chance to be his girlfriend.The date was 14-3-2009 when they are together.After few months getting to know each other,the boy thought that he already understands the girl,so he trusted the girl with everything he has.The boy slowly started to like her.After some time,the girl became the boy's most important person in his heart.But he never knew what he was in the girl's heart.On 31-8-09,the girl is having a open house party and she invited many people including her childhood friends which she havent seen for some time.After meeting the childhood friend,she started to ignore the boy alot and she started to have nothing to talk about to the boy.She's always busy talking to her childhood friend.At that moment,the boy realized that the girl is starting to like that childhood friend of hers.Then the boy did everything he could that will make the girl to talk to him again.But nothing worked.After a few months,the boy is so tired bcause of PMR.He studied late at nite eventhough he is having fever.He accompany her til late at nite so that she wont feel lonely.When the boy slept,the girl then told the boy she feels lonely while looking at the boy sleep.So she woke her childhood friend so that he could accompany her.After hearing that,the boy's heart slowly shattered.It was tough to accept something that he did everything he could eventhough he is very ill.The girl never even appreciate what the boy did for her.When the boy told the girl that he doesnt want the girl to be so close to her childhood friend,the girl's answer totally broke the boy's heart.she said"He's been with me for a very long time now,we were suppose to b made for each other and i have some feelings for him."These words..Coming out from the person who asked to couple.Doesn't you want to beat the crap outta this girl?hmm?After some time,the boy made up his mind to break up with the girl.The next day,the girl told the boy that she wanted to broke up bcause her parents almost found out about them.So the boy slowly accepted it although he knows that its just an excuse to break up with him.He hated the girl who played with his feelings.He wanted to ruin her life.He wanted to beat the crap outta the girl bt what can he do when he is deeply in love with a slut like that?So,he chose to forget.Some people ask him to forget and forgive.But He couldn't forgive a girl who played with his feelings.He couldn't.The boy then started to drink wines and beer bcause of the scars that the slut gave him.He tried to suicide many times but never succeeded.At that time,this boy had many good friends to help him cure his wounds.Even if it cured just a little,the boy stopped the stupid things he did and started to move on.He never wanted to see the slut or the friend that betrayed him again because he don't know what he'll do to them when he sees them.The boy then gave back everything that belonged to the girl and him because he didnt want any memories.He's now moving on.With all his friends that supports him.But,in his heart,he felt lonely,like there's something missing.He never found the answer to what it is.

p.s.ppl hu know me might know what im talking about.=D